Few years ago I had it together,
Never thought I would change.
Till my world was rocked forever,
Now it seems so strange.
I try to put the pieces together,
They always fall apart.
Maybe in the end I need to see,
I must begin with my heart.
For if my problems don't get better,
I can only look to me.
As the source of the issue,
So I can at least be free.
Normal comes as it wants to,
Trust in God it will be okay.
In the moment feel so alone,
He will never go away.
Now I am in the present,
Wondering what I have learned so far?
It's simply start with me,
Raise that bar.
If I want to figure out the answer,
To the greatest thing to break my heart.
Must go back to the beginning,
This is the best place to start.
Holly Johnson @ 2010
2.19.10
About Me
- Holly
- My name is Holly. I also go by Hols (Holz). I grew up in Southern Cali till I was 26. I was in the same house since I was a baby. We lived with my grandma, my 2nd mommy n 1 of my best friends! Mom, dad, me and my 2 younger sisters. And our pets (some came, some died sadly, some added). Then we moved to Oceanside in November 2006 when grandma died. The house was too sad without her, to be honest we couldnt heal while there. I miss it still, the old house and I miss her and our old lives. Graduated from Vanguard University in 2004, BA communications. And from CSB School of Broadcasting in July 2008. I am working on my future career in broadcasting. My choice is in the end: entertainment broadcasting plain and simple. We moved to TN in Nov 2007 and were there almost 3yrs. In July 2010 we moved to AZ. Then in Sept 2011 we had to move in a week back to Cali so we are back in Oceanside living with our parents about to move into their new house. Fun times! Im single, but want to be married, have a few kids, publish books and poetry, and become famous. Why not? My cat Princess died on Jan 5th 2010 miss her so much!
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