Dreams Taken

Let down,
Broken heart in two.
I thought it was right,
What did I do?

God took my dreams,
No return of another door.
Now my faith,
Is shattered on the floor.

All the signs pointed,
Yet here I am.
In a mess,
Once again.

I can't figure out God,
Why You let it go.
with no way to survive,
How can you let it be so?

You promised me You'd guide,
But I am left waiting in the stands.
Isnt He the one,
Who promise He understands?

I didnt see the signs,
God are You there?
How can You leave me here,
It's just not fair!

What did I do wrong,
To deserve this broken heart?
I can't figure it out,
I am not that smart!

If You hear me God,
Here is my plea.
Please answer my dreams,
You chose to take from me.


Holly Johnson @ 2010
2.25.10

All The Way

Sitting and praying,
Hoping its true.
My life is so crazy,
What can I do?

Don't understand this journey,
Abandoned road of dismay.
Knowing in a moment,
It could all be taken away.

So I keep my eyes on Jesus,
Try to give Him my cares.
Know even as I worry,
God counts my tears and hairs.

Peace comes when I let go,
Ponder not the road before me.
It's in this moment,
I am truly free.

There sits my wings,
Time to fly away.
It's my moment of faith and trust,
Gods with me all the way.

Holly Johnson @ 2010
2.20.10

Best Place To Start

Few years ago I had it together,
Never thought I would change.
Till my world was rocked forever,
Now it seems so strange.

I try to put the pieces together,
They always fall apart.
Maybe in the end I need to see,
I must begin with my heart.

For if my problems don't get better,
I can only look to me.
As the source of the issue,
So I can at least be free.

Normal comes as it wants to,
Trust in God it will be okay.
In the moment feel so alone,
He will never go away.

Now I am in the present,
Wondering what I have learned so far?
It's simply start with me,
Raise that bar.

If I want to figure out the answer,
To the greatest thing to break my heart.
Must go back to the beginning,
This is the best place to start.


Holly Johnson @ 2010
2.19.10